Why?

I published the previous entry just a few moments ago as I had it as a draft from November 7th.

At the risk of being provocative about something I know only the scarcest details about, I've thought about her death & I cannot help feeling incredibly angry at those people who basically just watched her die.

They apparently have neither the decency nor the goddamn nerve to have a funeral for her - I suppose it's their way of dodging the recriminating looks & obvious questions of her friends. Tough questions like, Why didn't you stupid junky fuckers take your daughter to the emergency room rather than let her die?

Years ago, my wife & I had a major falling out with her. All of that seemed to be finally clearing up. Now it's too goddamn late & it fucking sickens me to think her life is just something for people with guilty consciences to just sweep under the rug.

I don't know if any of them read this blog. Barbie told me she was going to introduce it to others but I have no idea if she did. Anyone feeling slighted is certainly welcome to set me straight.